春末夏初了,所謂春天底下兩隻蟲的季節已經漸漸走遠,風的溫度也逐漸暖和。
讓我的起床時間也不知不覺提早了......
有點像是走在草地上暖烘烘的下午,
想躺在樹蔭底下悠哉地躺在誰的腿上打盹。
(剛起床又想睡了......哈哈)

 只不過,感情不會隨著季節因而增加存活度,幸福感能在關係中萌芽,
仰賴的僅僅是兩個人對彼此的包容,
廣告說最奢華的幸福是她連你的不可愛都愛,
小時候的自己總認為只有耍任性才能表達自己對於對方的愛情濃度,
越是依賴著的,往往越能有幸遭逢毒手,
總是任性地依附著另一半,尤其脆弱的時候,尤其是想一輩子都留下來的時候,
在任性的要求背後想看見是不是能被全然的接納與關愛,其實任性的很有心機呢。
於是在通過那百轉千迴以含蓄表露私釀的愛情烈酒後,
被愛著的感覺成為最幸福的一件事,會讓人上癮的。

 

可是,這機制沒有單純只靠一方負責提供愉悅感來源就能維持下去的,
任性有其限度,而且有時候也會換人任性,
所以任性的小惡魔跟小天使就像玩遊戲一樣,嘻嘻鬧鬧的過程裡頭擔起了甜蜜的負荷,
訓練著自己的責任感跟信任感,
在激盪的海平面底下摸索真實,一直到像海水拍打沙灘一樣,
溫馴又熱情地撫摸靈魂的每個稜角,直到熟悉、或者直到放棄…

只不過,承諾中會出現的永遠,它所定義的其實是永遠不能永遠,
就像沒有一種花能永遠保持盛開綻放的姿態,
早就認清這樣的定律之後,更能體會到活在當下,現在即是永恆的錯亂迷濛,
清醒帶來更多的浪漫,因為理解了現在面前許下承諾的瞬間那份心意的確曾經那麼真實,
而不去在意下一秒鐘或下個十年,承諾的有效期限,
承諾太渺小,而遺忘太長,

 花開荼靡啊。





今天的日記是這首歌:

幾摳的濃烈愛情,天使魔鬼的外表,請看John Mayer的這首歌

John Mayer - Your Body Is A WonderLand

現場唱的也很可愛,扭扭屁股跳跳舞,可愛的性感




We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you

One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue

And if you want love
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder
(I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Something 'bout the way your hair
falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling
towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it

You want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while


Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder
(I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Damn baby
You frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder
(I'll use my hands)
Your body is a wonderland
Your body Is a wonderland
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